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Shifting Weather Patterns

by Swarming Things

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1.
my legal studies take precedence [sic] over your entanglements with the law i am not your lawyer, i'm not a lawyer at all i'm just a student trying to make sense of it all everything i do, i do to impress you every mouse i kill, i bring home to you okay, fine, alright, selling weed is not the way to go if you play your cards right you'll make a big haul selling Adderall okay now let's cut the crap come over here and touch me everything i do, i do to impress you every mouse i kill, i bring home to you everything i do, i do to impress you every mouse i kill, i bring home to you
2.
meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there meet met there meet me anywhere i can't stand it here give me sunlight, give me tall mountains give me eucalyptus floating on the soft warm breeze give me another hit i'll do anything for it meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there meet met there meet me anywhere the moon is out tonight like a pale reminder bringing us to size shining down on us from the sky taking water from the ocean and light from our eyes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there meet met there meet me anywhere all my friends hate themselves but i love them more than anyone else i guess it's easy for people like them to give me more than i want in return whatever distance comes into our lives we'll be together in the roadhouse in the sky meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there in 10 minutes meet me there meet met there meet me anywhere
3.
when you sat down next to me i swear i felt the moon stop above me and pull me toward the sky from the moment we lock eyes i could feel the gravity pulling me in all directions and i was breaking we walked home in the morning dark the damp streets shining beneath our hands we floated smiles through the air in the impenetrable heat and when your eyes caught mine in the dark outside my apartment building my body cracked into a million irreparable pieces and i was breaking for you your brown eyes begged me to tell you all the ways that i would fail you when i think of you in my mind [sic] i never want to lose you i never want to die if you ever look at me with hate in your eyes i might die if you ever think of me with malice in your heart how i would i begin to start to move on?
4.
the asphalt-grey clouds tower ever higher the air is heavy and this earth is gonna lacerate the sky and litter the streets with the bodies of the dead and we make popcorn on your stove and settle by the windows that look out front to walnut grove the wind whistles through the windowsill you press your face against it and smile into the breeze and if the LORD could only smite me where i stand i will never be this happy ever again and the rain comes down and sheets and the thunder crashes and rolls and the streetlights flicker out all up and down walnut grove
5.
my angry sushi chef husband comes home smelling like vinegar but i love him my angry sushi chef husband falls asleep on the couch remote control dangling from his fingers and a defrosted dinner getting cold again in the microwave my angry sushi chef husband files his taxes on april 14th every year my angry sushi chef husband does not know how to use microsoft powerpoint my angry sushi chef husband thinks the american news media needs to tone down its conflict-driven rhetoric and return the power of opinion back to the individual citizen my angry sushi chef husband lets our son win at Call of Duty 40% of the time my angry sushi chef husband brings home a bouquet of cherokee rose once or twice a month and smiles into my neck about the mugunghwa outside of the seoul city hall and i love him i love him i love him
6.
shifting weather patterns overhead bring in cold air from the north along with his late-model dark blue chevy impala he frequents waffle house and banters with the line cooks as he reads through his notes about the girl who went missing back in 2009 and that's how he passes his time and his brown hair is so beautiful and his blue eyes are so beautiful he was born in the 70s [sic, i refuse to write "70's"] and he says he likes punk rock he likes to ride his bike but he doesn't get the chance to do that a lot and on nights when the sun sets just right like a bubblegum popsicle melting in the sky he drives his car to the lake and sits to watch the world turn and that's how he passes his time and his brown hair is so beautiful and his blue eyes are so beautiful and his long dark overcoat is so beautiful and the scar above his eyebrow is so beautiful and the way he stacks his papers in the backseat of his car is so beautiful and his brown hair is so beautiful and his blue eyes are so beautiful
7.
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i'd been in bloomington for four years and the dust had settled a bit too much around me so i drove my body out to seattle and i drove the coast i lived my life out on the highway the pavement path to what i needed most i didn't find it in fort bragg, but for a minute there i thought i had i didn't find it in san luis obispo but if i hadn't looked, how would i know? i just go just go i've climbed the mountains and seen the cities from the hills i've held on tightly to the good things in my life and the good nights, especially the good nights i've been all over and not yet found a place to call my home when the justice comes to find my smiling face it'll miss me by a minute as i drive away it won't find me in oklahoma even if that's home to me and it won't find me in california i've got nowhere i'm supposed to be
8.
broken plates litter the floor i thought that we had said that we don't do this anymore a lightbulb buzzes in the silence suspended over your head and when you finally speak your voice is robotic and dead i watch sweat bead on your cheeks as you pry free your keys throw your keychain back at me you're not sleeping here tonight the warm weather in keelung is easier to tolerate when you're not pressed up against me all night your memory keeps me bolting upright waking up frightened with a gasp on my lips i see your face and my heart drops into my guts and my smile grows so large i think my mouth might swallow me whole "nothing can hurt me when you're by my side" my words ring in the air as blood pools before me your whole body shaking like a leaf i'm looking at you you're looking at me
9.
there was rain there was wind there was spring coming in there was a feeling of approaching doom and i was happy to see you it was cold in your room, you were warm and that's all i remember and you arms were warm and that's all i remember later on near morning we were talking about nothing a little rain a little wind quiet cold cold air coming in and you were warm and that's all i remember and you arms were warm and that's all i remember and your eyes were pretty and that's all i remember and your hands were soft and that's all i remember and the hall was well lit as i walked down it and that's all i remember and the rain was light and it felt soft on my face and that's all i remember and the car was quiet inside and that's all i remember and it was dark when the sunlight was coming and that's all i remember
10.
you called me in the morning and we met at the jack brooks federal building and you drove 9 hours in the fine dark texas heat just to see me i got into your car ran my hand along the dashboard, dusty and dark like the bookshelves on the old farm in the safety of a cafe we talked across an empty table two birds at a pile of worms crying over empty air "will you come back to booneville? i'd be so happy if you say you will." photos from the wedding a bag full of your clothes the zine on vegan cooking the last of my light i'm seeing someone now and he treats me right

about

Outside of prison all you do is dream about white cinderblock walls. The sky seems so far away when you look up at it. You can run toward a mountain for hours and not reach it. The world is so big, but when you close your eyes you can spread your arms and touch each horizon. You keep rebuilding your prison larger and larger until your prison is this universe, and only then do you realize the truth of how trapped you are. There are prisons everywhere. They spring up wherever you are, the walls shooting up from around your bed, around your couch, around your head. Freedom is a concept no one can truly grasp. No one has freedom. No one has control. No one has a say at all. We're all just prisoners here, of our own device.

Swarming Things is Carly Casper.

All songs written by me in my 8th Street apartment in Bloomington, IN and recorded there using my MacBook Pro, a CAD GXL2200 mic, and GarageBand. Historiography written by John Darnielle, esq., appearing on Transmissions to Horace (1993, Sonic Enemy) and Bitter Melon Farm (1999, Ajax).

Special thanks to Thom Hartnett for his invaluable support, John Darnielle for like everything, Julia Livingston for her inestimably crucial guidance, Dave Muscato for his encouragement and mentorship, Chris Waters for convincing me I wasn't as bad of a singer as I'd always thought, Matt Cowan for powering through rough early versions of these songs before I really even knew how to play guitar, Dan Bennett for his feedback, Scott Eckert/@TweeterRater for inspiring my creativity, Angela Maternowski, Kurtis Cummings and Jeff Hall for listening to early demos, and Carrie Casper for giving me the monetary means to pursue music and for supporting me no matter how awkward my Mountain Goats covers were. A less-special thanks to everyone else for everything else.

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released May 26, 2013

All songs written and performed by Carly Casper, except Historiography written by John Darnielle.

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The saga of one girl, traveling the world, playing music in the woods, writing music in the hood.

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